Depressed

Lately I've been really depressed. It's been a difficult year so far.
I got married March 21st 2009. I gave my job notice that I was leaving to move to SC. About 3 days before the wedding, my husband's job closed down and moved back to Germany. We have been jobless the whole time we've been married. It got very difficult living at his dad's house. He isn't a very clean man... and my allergies went crazy there. We ended up moving into a house Stephen (my husband) owns. Mainly cuz the car insurance.. Living with his dad, car insurance would have cost $800. Living on our own it cost $350. It was a no brainer. We moved.
We got settled in the house. I really like living here. It's a beautiful house in a crappy town. I miss my family a lot. I miss Florida a lot, but I made up my mind to feel at home here. I think I've done well. We don't have heat or ac in the house. AC isn't a big problem right now, it's winter. WE went to Walmart and bought a few space heaters. It stays pretty warm now. I've gotten very comfortable here. I miss it when we go out of town.
The depressing part is, my little sister is getting married. Its very difficult to help out with the wedding when I love so far away. I wish I were closer right now. It would be a lot easier. Also, lack of jobs has been VERY hard on us. We have been getting frustrated a lot more. That's not good. The lack of income is very hard on us, as it is on so many other people. I find myself wanting to sleep more, I don't want to do the dishes, or wash clothes. I just want to sleep. I'll sleep from 11pm till 2pm.
I do have good moments though. Sometimes Stephen and I will go for a drive. When it got really cold here, all the lakes froze over. We went out and filled up the back of our pathfinder with good size rocks. Then we drove back to the lakes and threw the rocks in. We ended up seeing who could have their rock slide along the lake the farthest.
I've started crocheting again too... but again, that only happens when I'm not sleeping. I guess I can't really complain too much. I just really miss my family and friends. I have no one here cept the hubs... Which is nice, but we are together 24/7. When we dated it was long distance, so we saw each other 1 week a month, sometimes it was more. We went from 1 week a month to 24freakin7. We did learn new things about each other and we did argue and fight. Just like anyone else. But we've learned to deal with each other and communicate better. I love him and he loves me. So we are all good.
Well, don't beat on me too much. This is my first blog, and I promise the others wont be this negative.